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Name: Aric
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Philadelphia
Birthday: 5/8/1991
Gender: Male
Interests: playin all kinds of sports, especially soccer and baseball, and football listening to music (hip-hop, reaggaeton...other stuff)....chillin wit friends.....and girls
Expertise: sports, music, talkin, chillin, video games
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  power2daPPL8
Member Since:
2/4/2005
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| dude...wtf
too much drama lately
aric's just chillin
pretty happy, school is cool...cept physics. god im gonna have trouble with that...
im like...on top of the world
-schools cool
-parents cool
-friends cool (finally)
-gotta job
guess now i just need a girl?
sigh.....what is a man to do...when....
he cant live with girls, but cant live without them...?
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| Right. So last night we were having this interesting conversation. At first it was just a little debate, which involved Me, Trina and Edell. However, a little while later, Trina called Lulu in as backup, and the "debate" proceeded to turn into a full blown argument.
Still, even though this conversation started to get more heated and fiery, it remained not offensive. Then Lulu said some things about specific people, when it was really just originally about a whole group of people. Then everyone followed on to what Lulu did, and all of us really started getting angry.
Towards the end, when it was Edell who was under fire at first, the focus switched to me. Lulu set her gun on full fire power and brought out the "touchy" stuff. Everyone knows, that when people start attacking something or someone that you very much care for, you get really upset. I was upset. However, I don't think anyone on the phone could really tell because I came right back at Lulu as someone else referred to as "ten times strength." What I said to Lulu was messed up in so many ways, it's not even explainable. Me and Edell didn't realize at first because we were dying of laughter. But when Trina kept saying how messed up and unnecessary that little comment was, that's when we realized that this may be bad. A few moments later, they both hung up on us and that was that.
Our first initial reaction was hilarity. We found it quite funny that they were so mad they actually banged on us. Then we both grew kind of quite and agreed that we messed up. Edell suggested I apologized to Lulu, and I whole-heartedly agreed. So, even though it was extremely embarrassing, I knew it was the right thing to do, and I called Lulu back and apologized. She didn't seem too interested though, and I'm fairly certain that none of her anger has gone away at all...
Trina called back Edell twice while I was on the line with him. First he connected her and she lectured me about what I said to Lulu was "unforgivable" and all. Then she started talking to both of us and told us that if we ever make fun of her friend Rachel again, a daily routine for Edell and I, she would be very upset and not talk to us. All I can say to that is...right. Then she wanted to get all smart and say some final stuff and hang up on us while me and Edell was speechless.
When she called back the second time like two hours later, she wanted to be all nice and chat and Edell said to me "She just gonna bang on me and then expect to talk like nothing happened? Pshhhh...." I agree Edell. Yeah but being nice, he just told Trina he was already talking to me and she said okay, and that was also that. So now all the girls are talking about "the group on the verge of splitting." Which is exactly what almost happened last year but for a different reasons. So now to make this entry a little bit more hype and longer, I have a message for each and every person who was involved with this, even if it wasn't directly, and even if half of these people won't even read this.
Kathy: Last night you were on Me and Edell's side. I don't know if that changed when you talked to Trina. Hopefully when you did talk to her she was already calm, or you did calm her down. But thanks for understanding and giving us some advice.
Rachel: Okay knowing you, you'll have something to say to Me and Edell, especially me. I don't care, and if you're wondering about the cutting on you thing. Yeah Me and Edell do it, all the time. And you know what else? We cut on Lulu, Trina, Wil, Jordan, Khiari, random people in the school and ourselves just as much. That's what friends do, they make fun of each other, and a good friend is able to accept it and fire some right back. They're called JOKES. So if we're "damaging" your self-esteem, that's not our problem. I've been picked on, and everyone else has been picked on also...so suck it up and be confident.
Wil: Sorry man. That's all I can say. I know I definitely shouldn't of told that comment about you and Lulu to her. It was just pure defense that went a little bit to far. She was throwing all this stuff about me and Kari in my face, I got a little touchy, and unfortunately I sent it right back and then some. Unfortunately though, it was TRUE and you know this. Hope you understand...
Edell: Ahhh. I guess it's me and you against everyone. It's funny how all of this spun off to that other drama later last night, that we do not and will not ever speak of again. I think me and you are going to be fine with this, hopefully the girls will see a little bit from our view like we have from their's.
Trina: Wow. I have so many thought's swirling around about you. I don't know if I should be mad or praise you. Let's start with the good. You are most definitely a great friend for defending Lulu and Rach like that. And I noticed on your latest xanga entry, that you finally have some understanding of what I did and why I did it, so thank you. But, I kind of question your statements last night. When I told you on the first of your phone calls back, how sorry I was and that I fully accepted that I was wrong, you just didn't care...at all. It should of been done right there. And then you had to nerve to say that I didn't mean it, and that it doesn't count? Excuse my language: yes...the FUCK...it does. And all on the day that we established that we were like best friends. I know I was mostly wrong but you know Lulu is in part to blame too. And I know I never was or never will be as close as a friend as Lulu is to you, but you literally told me that you consider me your best guy friend. And last night...I didn't get any bit of back up or understanding from you at all. And I just thought you would do that, and I also thought that you would know that I would of backed you up. But I guess that "doesn't cut it," as you like to say....So what? We're not friends anymore? Your choice...
Lulu: I...am...SO...sorry. You know that your a good friend of mines and that I never meant to hurt you like that, or even at all of that matter. I fully understand that what I did was amazingly uncalled for. And I get if you have a grudge, or if things will never be the same between us. But...you ALSO crossed the line, my line at least. And I get very touchy and offended about these things, it was just retaliation, and I took it way too far. I get that. But you started the whole targeting specific people like me and Edell, and then you completely just started singling me out. You had it coming, and even though that does not give me an excuse, it should be understandable, and for some odd reason I received that from no one except Edell and Kathy. Once again though, I am very apologetic and I hope we can be cool again...someday...
And finally, to all the people who think the group will fall apart. That decision is all on you. Me and Edell are willing to completely forget about it, or at least just not ever mention it again. So if you want to feel all bad about splitting up, and point the finger at someone...feel bad for yourself and blame yourself.
So concludes my very long entry...
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| So school's back in session. I'm somewhat happy yet upset to be back. Here's a list of my classes:
1/2: Algebra 2 - Ms. Goldman (Teacher is cool, but algebra and math naturally suck so this class isn't so great.)
3/4: Art - Ms. Swift (Probably a waste of time and kind of a joke in junior year in my opinion, but an easy "A.")
5/6: Physics - Mr. Fahrenbach (New Teacher, a little bit boring but nice. Physics looks extremely hard though.)
7/8: Spanish 3 - Ms. Ribault (This lady is crazy, yet funny and cool....Spanish is cake for me, this is gonna be fine.)
9: Lunch (The only close friend in my lunch is Wil. We talk about stuff and wander around the school after eating.)
10/11: English 3 - Mr. Dougherty (Greatest...teacher...EVER! Plus I got Trina, Wil, Lulu and Giovanna in here.)
12/13: Psychology - Mr. Haenn (Very interesting class, and Mr. Haenn is my 2nd favorite teacher on this roster.)
So I usually meet up with Wil, Trina, Lulu, Rach and Jordan after school. If it's nice we go to the park on Cecil B. Moore Ave. If the weather is bad, or we're extra hungry we go to McDonald's. Me and Wil decided to call the group the "Super Six". Haha....Sigh, it was the "Elite Eight" when we had Edell and Khiari, but then bitch ass Ms. Ahmed (Principal) kicked them out of our school. They both fighting though. Edell coming up to the school on Tuesday for a meeting with Ahmed, and Khiari was up there on Wednesday. Me and Wil saw and talked to him.
I think my next entry will be about all the stuff that's happened between me and my friends since i last wrote back in winter....See ya.
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| yo xanga...im back. i was readin my old xanga entries...forgive me i sounded like a homo.
did a lot this summer...not really discussin it rite now.
still hang out wit the same ppl...new and old relationships emerged and then died...
ima write more but im kinda busy rite now..
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| last month i was fucking up in school beyond ur imagination with 3
F's...my homelife was not good, i was constantly getting into fights
with my parents, and even ran away from home shortly. i was grounded,
no privlages, no computer, phone, TV...just eating and sleeping. the
girl i liked refused to go out with me even though she liked me back
which made that situation even more annoying...life was pretty bad, i
was depressed...
but now ive got all my grades up to at least C's which causes my
parents to hop off my dick constantly pestering me about school which
leads to me getting most of my shit back, not to mention christmas
presents which resulted in an excellent mp3 player and other nifty
stuff...but perhaps the best christmas present of all is that kari (the
girl) said she'll go out with me and that she loves me and im pretty
sure i am deeply in love with her too which overall makes my life FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC!
btw...i
dont understand why every1 is so hype about new years....just another
year till everyone either drowns to death by floods caused by global
warming or gets blown to radioactive particles by a nuclear bomb by
china, who is, if u dont watch the news, going to be the most powerful
country in....id say 15 years due to their population and all the
sudden advanced technology
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